Absence makes the heart grow fonder

Not that anyone is waiting with bated breath for my next post, but I haven’t felt like writing much lately. I haven’t felt inspired or very interested, which is very typical of me. I invest a bunch of time, effort, and money on a new endeavor just to give it a rest and move on to something else.

I decide I’m going to do something, dive in head first, find out I’m not a natural, perfect, or even remotely good at it IMMEDIATELY, get discouraged, and quit. That’s the story of my perfectionist, ADHD, Bipolar II ridden life. It’s a roller-coaster ride I have been on for coming up on 44 years now, and it’s not necessarily a ride I want off from, but if we could tone down the hills and speed of how quickly my interest wanes, that would be greeeaaaat!

The truth is, I haven’t felt very social lately. After leaving social media coming up on three weeks ago now, and all I want to do is stay home and be a hermit, shut in, recluse. After 20 plus years of “social media,” being inundated with other people’s thoughts, opinions, and dank memes, I just need a minute to catch my breath, decompress, and reset. I have so much more to say about that, but later…

I’m not abandoning this blog, but taking some time to recollect myself and adjust to life outside of the cult. That’s almost how it feels escaping Facebook. It’s nice to finally be on the other side of the fence, living life in real time. Once again, more on that later. But for now, I just wanted to check in, log a blog and GTFO! So that’s what I’ll do and that’s how I’ll end this. Until the next time…

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